He is the only thing that could save my life .

I need to hear his voice .

He is the only one that could make me cure .

I'm suffering from a disease .

This disease is hard to make it better .

I seriouly can't sleep .

My tummy hurts so bad .

Only God knows how does it feel .

I need to talk to someone .

Today , I feel this pretty perfect day felt so empty without him .

I don't know why .

Oh wait , I know .

Because of him .

He makes me feel so strong & I could feel like I'm breathing .

But today , he didn't bother to say "HYE" to me as he always do .

And now , it's hard for me to breath .

He is like living inside my vein .

And yes , I'm becoming EMO - ish .

And yeah , whatever . But this is what i felt about someone .

In a long long time .

And I don't know who to tell about my feelings .

My friends won't understand me .

They will laugh at me . And insult me about this stuff .

So , to my friends . Please don't laugh .

Haven't you feel the pain ?